So i been trying to get rid of the jiggles. For quite some time now, actually. But i have always failed. Honestly, i love food. It is my weakness, but i don’t go stuffin my face 24/7. Many people think that fat people are fat cause they eat eat and eat. I don’t think that’s true. Yea i eat, but not to the point where its ridiculous. I also lack in exercising. So that also...
Honestly, what do want me to say? Honestly, how was i suppose to look you in the eyes? Honestly, why are we still arguing? Honestly, why does it feel like you talk to me with so much hate? Honestly, I can’t take this anymore. Honestly, I’m exhausted. Aren’t you? Honestly, I just want to be left alone. Honestly, I can’t seem to forget you. Honestly, I want to forget...
Oh, you been BAD. You shall not bring me completely down though. My head maintains up high. I shall overcome you!
Am I that easy to forget?
This is the hardest thing I’ve ever been thru, in this type of situation. Come caca. /:
So much can happen, in such a small amount of time.
When i write about or blog about anything, i try not to think what to want to type. I sort of just go along with the voice that keeps talking inside my head. Blogging for me is like writing on paper, with a pen. Once its submitted i can no long take it back. Even if i delete it, odds are is that atleast one person read my entire post no matter how boring it got. When this year, 2012, first began,...
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No words in a war.
I have never felt this way. I feel I’m constantly being put in the situation that I’m in the middle of two wars. I’m beginning to freak the fuck out. If i move an arm here, one side gets mad. If i move the other arm, the other opposing side gets mad too. Sometimes i just want to run away. Be far from everyone and anyone that has put me into this situation. I want to go hide under...
That is all.
Goobye 2011. Hello 2012!
As the new year starts, I’m hoping to achieve many things that i have never achieved before. I am not making any “resolutions” or anything like that. I’m am just hoping for the best for myself and going to push myself all the way. 2011..woah, its finally OVER. Looking back that year sent me many unforgettable memories that will mark the rest of my life. For one, My...
He has stolen my heart from the beginning. I’ve denied myself for a time but it seems as if he’s in deeper into my soul than what I think he is. I see him and my thoughts go away into a paradise in my mind of a perfect world with no one around to destroy it. But then I wake up to see reality. A reality that this will never happen. To know that he can cut me little by little by just one...
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Keeping my mouth shut has done nothing to me, yet I still bite my tounge. There has been close friends (and I mean super close) that has done or said something that has hurt me in some ways. Still, I chose not to say anything. Speaking out is one thing I should work on.
Of Them All..
I kno a guy. He can be the sweetest of them all. He can be the meanest of them all. I kno a gal. She’s the sweetest of them all. She chooses him, of them all. This is me. I hoped he would of chosen me, of them all. Instead I sit here hoping to find one, of them all.
People should never judge others, before judging urself. It makes no sense when people criticize another person when that person itself has flaws it needs to fix too.
Roller Coaster Week.
Sometimes we feel like we are at the top of the world and its the best feeling we can imagine. Then all of a sudden, something happens that can brings us down…all the way down. Everybody has a breaking point. And its okay to become vulnerable when everything is not okay. Sitting here listening and seeing makes me realize that we all share one thing in common. One thing that brings us...
I got some apologizing to do…
Pfft Friday Long.
Friday. What can i say? It’s a day to let your worries go away for the nite. Maybe have a few drinks to just get into the weekend mode. Of course, as i sit here typing, making people are just doing so, going out maybe, and having an enjoyable time with others. If not, then, why hello to you. I’m a very family oriented person, whatever the fuck that means. I “hang” out with...
Don’t you just hate them? Appears out of no where. The sizes varies. Makes your face look bumpy. Can leave scars. They hurt! Last but not least. THEY ARE DISGUSTING! >___<’
I’ve never realized how much i enjoy living at home. Like every teen out there, I’ve always said i want to move out and live and “independent” life. For a teenager, things always seem so easy but never really think about the decisions we are making. Moving out of my house for couple of days was…well, let’s just say it wasn’t anything that i had hoped...
If you have a girlfriend, don't be fucking sending...
priscilladiana: skyedahlia: AMEN This. hallelujah!
S E X !
Its all around us. The more you try to ignore it, the more it comes back. Even a virgin can’t run away from it.
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What Holds Ahead.
My future is made up of confusion and knots. I have no idea on what im going to do with my life. I thought I had everything planned out, but seems as if im stuck in the middle of no where. What direction should I turn? There’s this pause that I am not liking at all. I hate not knowing what’s going to happen next. Sometimes i think back at the bad things I have done; is this karma...
Oh up above, please have them call me this week! I beg and I pray! I’ll do anything! Give up anything you ask of! In return Id like to receive that phonecall that I truely desire with all my heart and soul! Please shine some spirit back into me and just this once I ask for some positivity. Amen.
It seems as if that nite still haunts me somehow. I try not think about it, but the more I try to not think about it, I think about it. The worse part in it, is that I hardly even remember what happened. I heard stuff from different people, but fuck idunno. Then people be putting their fucking noses where it don’t belong and trying to “solve” it or trying to be a fucking hero...
You’re nothing but a bad dream. I get the chills by only thinking of you. You’re a monster who did nothing but brought the worse in me. I kept running away, but you kept coming back. The day i finally got away, I woke up. A new day had come, with a new beginning. Now I’ve seem to have fallen asleep again, thus you have come back to haunt. I won’t say i was the best of the...
Hello, whats your name?
im patee. (:
Just Say It.
(doesn’t belong to me) ♥
someday i’ll have the courage ♥
Im not a fan of Twitter, but that time of the year is getting near. It sounds far from now, but if i don’t do it now then i will totally forget. Cant wait for that day to come! If u like follow me dixieebilly. I just want prizes! :D
Dramarama mood! :) ♥
Me vuelve loca (: